It has begun...

Well, with a countdown of only 6 days, I believe the journey has commenced. Never had I imagined that it would come this quick. The simple fact that I will be in Romania a week from now rocks my world even though I've known this little tidbit of information for almost a year. Through experiencing the VISA Free Methodist World Missions training I have learned so much (and it's not over yet!). My brain is in lockdown right now because I've taken in so much over the past 3 days that I'm fairly sure it could melt at any moment. I don't even know how to explain the value of hearing experienced missionaries talk. I can't tell you how many times I've had to remind myself that I am a missionary. That's still hard. I don't feel like I am. So basically today I am utterly overwhelmed. I know that this is what God wants for me, but I feel a little like Moses right now (in a very very humble way =] )..."send someone else". Don't worry, I'm not going to back out. Like I said, I know this is right somehow...it feels etched into my being. I just don't know how it's going to work. And trust me, I know that God will work it out too. But I guess He has told me "This is going to be hard. Go."